Wake up in the morning, put the gun in my mouth
Pull the trigger and nothing will come out
Why can't this be so easy?
I have to find a better way
I have to find something worth living one more fucking day
This is always the hardest part,
Put it down, try a brand new start
Walls out around my mind
Block out all light
I've lost my way, I never would have come back.
I've come so far, I mistook my self as weak.
I HAVE TO FIND A BETTER WAY
I JUST CAN'T TAKE THE EASY WAY
I NEED A REASON TO STAY ON THIS EARTH
ONE MORE FUCKING DAY
This war I've raged with my self
Sickened thoughts fall like shells
I am dug in the trenches
I'll see this fight all the way through
Its not so easy with the cloud hanging over your head
Some days you feel like your better off dead
I know I've been there before
I can't take this pressure anymore
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